It appears that the walls are tumbling down. The bigger the walls that you created to surround yourself with, the harder, louder and faster they are going to fall. Oh, you have been building walls for years, another hurt – another brick, act this way – another brick, do this, do that – more bricks. The bricks you kept stacking one on top of the other, often threatening to fall in all around you, yet by the grace of magic stood… until now. The weight of them is too much to bear, the bottom layer is crumbling, returning to the earth. The truth needs to come forth, no longer can you take solace behind your wall and pretend to be less than who you are. No, the time is now, to stand on your own head and see the world you have created. Stand on your own feet and see the world you created. Lay on your side for a while, then switch sides and have a look at the view from there. What do you see? Hmm dearest? What do you see?
Our hope and wish is that you see a life that is beautiful. One that you can be proud of. One that you can honestly look at and go “wow-wee look at how grand my life is!” “look at all that I have achieved”. For you have. No matter how dark some moments have felt, no matter if you feel like things are spinning out of control right now, know that you have created something beyond compare. No one else in this entire universe has what you have. You have been the master planner in your life all these years and have achieved more than even you thought possible.
Yet we knew, oh we knew, you were destined for the great adventures that would lead to marvelous achievements and profound success! WE had no doubt that you were one of a kind, a treasure that we feel honored to walk beside and provide assistance, comfort, love and guidance too. We see your heart, the way it opens up to everyone and we glow with pride each time… do you? Do you see your heart, how big and beautiful it is? We see your strength, when you just don’t think you can go another day… and yet you do, somehow you find the reserve and soldier on. Do you see your strength? You can (and often do) move mountains. We see your compassion, not your pity, your compassion, extending a helping hand to those less fortunate than you. Do you see the difference you make? We see your beauty, skin deep, a river runs through it, sexier than sin, every dimple, rumple, wrinkle and droop – we see your beauty. You do know you are beautiful, right? We know who you are, every inch, every smile, every tear, every action you have put into play, every emotion you have ever felt, and we love you. We admire you, and the time has come for you to embrace this wonderful being we know as you.
So let the walls tumble down. About time we say!! Don’t stand there trying to clean it up or waste your time trying to figure out where you went wrong. Like all things in your life that you have not understood when they were happening – one day it will make sense, for now just accept that it is happening. Take a good look at the new view you are gaining. Smell the fresh air that is rushing towards you. Pat yourself on the back for a job well done and climb as fast as your legs will carry you over the rubble and onto the green grass that awaits you.
Do not despair, for you have this covered every which way to Sunday… and we’ve got your back! Carry on dear one, go forth, keep conquering the crazy moments and enjoy the rest!
with love your angels
Always thinking, always observing, always wondering and pondering the things that make life go round.